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November 8th, 2007

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October 21st, 2007

08:13 pm - Boredom, Time to Write Stuff Well, I have been feeling a little meh these days so I'll just talk about somethings that have been going around in my head. 1. Some of you know I have been taking an Animal Behvaior Class, this week I have a test. Some of you guys know what the "The Bellcurve" by Charles Murray and the late Richard Hernstein is, it came out around 1994. There has been a bit of arguing and stuff that has been going on about it because it explains the genetic differences between men, women, and races. Apparently, anyon with a PhD can say anything he wants. I am going to read this book but atm I have been reading Murray's more recent work, "The Inequality Taboo". It upsets me that people can be so...idiotic. Apparently, for this political science PhD holder, science isn't his forte...Well would've known? a. Races are gentically different ex. sickle cell is an African disease. Uh...now they are not. If he knew anything about the out of Africa theory, then he would've have know the first migration took place around 2 million years ago. That was Homo erectus. Our ancestor migrated our of Africa 100,000 years ago, and if Murray knew how evolution worked, 100,00 years is way too little time for genetics to modify that much that races would have different genetics...Then he wouldn't have said something like that. Really the only difference among us is the amounts of skin coloring we have. Genetics have nothing to do with it at all! There is a group of Africans that have been isolated that have basically all the genes of the world, you have people with dark skin and blue eyes. Please if you're going to write/say comments like this do your research. Sickle cell came about because of malaria, there are people in Europe that have sickle cell too, because malaris is there too. Murray probably doesn't know what alleles are. b. Intelligence isn't based primarily on genes. There are too many factors, social class, environment, and other things that influence this. I can name a multitude of science papers that explain this. I won't go into this too much. c. Women and kids...in Murray's paper part of the reason women are not "higher" on the sucessful scale is because we have this maternal instinct. Gee I wonder if he takes into account that back in the early days Victorian, geez even in the 50's women were expected to have a nuclear family. To a certain extent this is applied to us today especially in 3rd world countries. d. g is a component of I.Q that can be inherited. g has workings with brain PH levels, reaction time, etc etc. g is also the correlation between the amount of gray matter in the frontal cortex. g-loaded tests are not those of the SAT's and other standardized tests, but tests like remembering tests backwards. Example, if i gave you a series of number like 12563, i would ask you to say the backwards so 36521. There is a way to measure g. So.... another thing to explain is the Flynn effect. The Flynn effect is the face that each generation is getting smarter. So, for example if your grandma took an IQ test today, she would be borderline retarded. So...if we're all getting smarter why isn't the amount of g increasing?So the increase of I.Q do not represent increases of g. So....I see a problem. e. Men are better at abstract concepts and women at memory, because men had to use a spear and hit animals and travel far from home. Women stayed near the home picking plants and remembering the good ones and the bad ones. Ok, this shit accounts for our differences...You know like math being the most abstract and lit being least. What proof abd where may I find the drug that makes one so delusional? 2. Baseball season...uh go sox. That's about it. 3. World of Warcraft..girls can't dps. Learn or just heal, kthanx. (This includes myself, but hell I tank, go droods!) Till next time, Peace. Going to raise my pokemons. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Sugar- System of a Down

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December 16th, 2006

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November 13th, 2006

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January 23rd, 2006

11:56 am 1. My username is ____ because ____. 2. My journal is titled ____ because ____. 3. My favorite ice cream is ____ because ____. 4. My default userpic is ____ because ____. 5. My favorite color is ____ because ____. 1. My user name is Xiyla2001 cause....Xiyla is a character I made up from a book thing I wrote, I must've did that book in 9th grade up. 2001 part is because I made this screen...first comig from aim in 2001. 2. My journal is titled Thoughts of the Deranged cause...well I am deranged nuff said. 3. My favorite ice cream is stawberry and chocolate cause they're good.... 4. Pepper, she is my doggie sweetie. Ask B, she's just um sweet. 5. Purple...a deep royal purple, its pretty. Tag um nah. Current Mood: bouncy

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January 18th, 2006

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December 1st, 2005

09:58 am :: how nintendo are you? ::

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November 29th, 2005

02:35 pm I stole this from Joe P. Time started: 2:35 P.M. Full Name: Darred Surin Single or Taken: Taken Sex: Female Birthday: Feb 3rd Siblings: Davin 15 yr old bro Eye color: Dark Brown. Shoe size: 7-8 Height: 5'4" Innie or Outie: Innnie What are you wearing right now: Pajama pants, and hoodie Where do you live: Boston, MA Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now: In pennies too! Relationships ------------------------------------------------------------- Who is your closest friend: Bailey Do you have a BF or GF?: Yes bf Did you send this to your crush? Nah Best place to go for a date: Uh..anywhere where there is food Favorites... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Favorite kind of pants: Jeans Number: Uh dont have one Boys Name: uh... Girls Name: um.... Animal: Puppies Drink: Mountain Dew Sport To Play: Basketball Month: July Movie: I don't watch movies Juice: White Grape Juice Breakfast: Eggs with soy sauce and hot sauce Favorite cartoon character: Don't have one Have you ever --------------------------------------------------------- Given anyone a bath: Do dogs count? Smoked: no Bungee Jumped: no Made yourself throw-up: Yes Gone skinny dipping: no Eaten a dog: Hotdog? then yes Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes Broken a bone: no Played truth or dare: Yes Been in a physical fight: no. Been in a police car: no Been on a plane: yes Come close to dying: no Been in a sauna: no Been in a hot tub: no Swam in the ocean: yes Fallen asleep in school: yes, alot Ran away?: no Broken someone's heart: yes...i didn't want to Cried when someone died: yes Cried in school: yes Fell off your chair: yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope Saved AIM conversations: yes Saved e-mails: yes Fallen for one of your best friends?: yes Made out with JUST a friend?: uh...i dont know how to anser this one Used someone: no Been cheated on? yes What is... ---------------------------------------------------------------- Your good luck charm: My necklace with my Buddha Pendant Best song you ever heard: Uh... What's your room like: Confused What is beside you: papers Last thing you ate: Hot fries What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence, but usually what's in the bathroom EVER HAD ---------------------------------------- Chicken pox: yes Sore Throat: yes Stitches: no Broken nose: no DO YOU---------------------------------------- Believe in love at first sight: Nope Like picnics: they are okay Like school: It's ok ----------------------- What schools have you gone to: Winship K1. Farragut K2-5th, Edison 6th, O'Bryant 7-12th, Now in Boston University Who was the last person that called you: Bailey Who was the last person you slow danced with: Vince at Prom Who makes you laugh the most?: Um...Louis.. Who makes you smile?: Give you one guess :P LAST PERSON--------------------- You yelled at: Myself Who broke your heart: Uh...; Who told you they loved you: /blush whos your loudest friend?: I tend to be loud one... ---------------------------------------------------- Do you like filling these out: They pass the time Do you wear contacts or glasses: glasses Do you like yourself: Not really. Do you get along with your family: sometimes Are You ----------------------- Obsessive? Yes Compulsive? No Anorexic? no, but I look like I am :/ Suicidal? no Final questions ---------------------------------------------------------- How many people are you sending this to: No one What are you listening to right now?: Paper Wings by Rise Against What did you do yesterday?: School, then work, then study Hated someone in your family: Not really Gotten any awards: Yes What car do you wish to have: Anythign with wheels and has an engine that works Where do you want to get married? ...what is this marriage you speak of? Good driver?: Fuck no Good Singer: Im decent Have a lava lamp: I want one How many remote controls are in your house: 5 i think Are you double jointed: no What do you dream about?: Stuff Last time you showered: I dont remember, like last night. Scary or happy movies: happy Chocolate or white: chocolate Root or Dr.Pepper: pepsi Skiing or Boarding: Skiing never boarded Summer or winter: Summer Silver or Gold: Silver Diamond or pearl: Pearl Sunset or Sunrise: sunset Sprite or 7up: Sprite Orange juice or apple juice: apple juice Cats or dogs: Dogs Coffee or tea: Both! Phone or in person: Both? Indoor or outdoor: Outdoors End Time: 2:51 P.M. Current Mood: bored

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November 28th, 2005

01:22 pm Sooo much to do... 1. Lab Report....God I hate these 2. Prelab crap...>.< 3. Organic Chem test...ack Then I got my Cell Bio test next week...Great... Current Mood: tired

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November 19th, 2005

03:37 pm You scored 80 Heterosexuality, 23 Homosexuality, and 45 Asexuality! You are either straight or bisexual (with an interest in the opposite gender) with a moderate to high sex drive. The higher your score in heterosexuality, the more you are attracted to the opposite gender. A higher asexuality score means that you place a bigger emphasis on the emotional aspects of a relationship and less on the physical. My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 67% on Heterosexuality You scored higher than 52% on Homosexuality You scored higher than 91% on Asexuality Link: The 3-Variable Sexuality Spectrum Test written by kitsunechild on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test Current Mood: confused

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November 15th, 2005

10:33 am I fucking hate you... Current Mood: cold

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November 14th, 2005

05:30 pm Kat...I want a makeover...my house this Saturday Current Mood: blah

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08:06 am I won't be on aim for a while so email me or call to contact me... I just don't like to deal with people atm. Current Mood: aggravated

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November 9th, 2005

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November 3rd, 2005

06:36 pm - OMFG Exam2 Raw Score 70.00 Exam2 Adjusted Score 81.83 my cell bio score... YES!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic

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October 13th, 2005

09:50 am - Just wanted to say I just wanted to say to all the people that have supported me and cared for my well being, even though I myself seem like I am falling,thank you. And I know people don't look at my entries often but hell w/e. Joe- Thank you for all the hugs you let me give you. They helped a lot...Hair spaghetti ftw. Louis- Your blunt cynical nature always brings me down to earth...luckily I don't take all the things you say seriously or you'd be dead but w/e. :-P Bailey- The outing with you are theraputic (sp?) You give me the estrogen dose I require. ^.^ Ken- Whether we are on late night on the phone or just goofing around online you always seem to make me feel about better myself. However if you tell me the calculas story one more time I will rip you head off :-P. Other that I socialize with- Thanks for the smiles you bring me on a daily basis. Current Mood: complacent

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October 6th, 2005

10:33 am I feel stupid...::continues to stare at cell bio book:: Current Mood: disappointed

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October 5th, 2005

10:21 am - ..... Yes, I got my first Cell Bio score back...Yes, It was bad...Yea I feel like shit again. Fucking 26! I have a chance though cause the professor will drop the lowest score. I don't know what to do I read the book I get fucked over and I go to lecture it its clearer, and when I think I know what I am doing i get chewed up and spit back out again. I'm seriously doubting whether I should continue my Bio major, because this class is designed to weed the non bio people out. Maybe I am just not one of them People tell me hey you're smarter than you think. I can spit out the facts and explain shit to people but... I don't kno. People tell me get tutoring? Pfft every tutor I've ever had except for my math tutors confused the shit out of me. So I rely on myself more these days. When I read that damn book I feel like the words are mixed up in my head! Maybe I'll go bio chem cause I am really starting to like my organic chem class. But of course I got to pass cell bio as one of my required courses. I don't really feel like doing anything right now...It's takes me a while to bounce back. But alas I have a test on Thursday that I should be studying for and a chem lab I should be preparing for. Time is a luxury I don't have because I have until friday to decide to drop this hell of a course. I probably won't...I mean I guess I should try harder...If that is even possible. Maybe go to the library and find a book that is much clearer that what I am using. Use the internet for non entertainment for once I guess. So much work... Current Mood: blank

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September 21st, 2005

12:21 pm Your Birthdate: February 3 Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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10:40 am Anybody have any plans this Saturday? I actually want to get out. Current Mood: blank

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