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September 16th, 2009


11:43 am - Stuff that's going on
Just a smallish update how I've been doing. I've been prepping for a DnD campaign I will start running next week. I am very excited. It has gotten my creative juices flowing again. It's a world of my own creation and I already have the first 3 sessions planned in my head.
I got my learner's permit...again. I figured I got to learn to drive at some point.

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September 5th, 2009


12:14 pm - Mom
You can't tell me how to live my life. When I want to do something it will be by my own decisions. What you want me to do is just going to have the opposite affect one me. I don't care about what you think so stop.

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September 4th, 2009


01:38 pm - ...
I don't think I want to go to Thailand anymore. I never really cared much for the country, but I'm going to be with my grandmother for 3 weeks...3 fucking weeks. It's getting to the point where I don't really want to interact with her. She keeps on telling me she worries about me especially if I come home late. And then this morning I go into work late of Fridays so when she saw me still at the house at 8 she was worried. She called me when I was on the fucking bus. She's the reason I haven't moved out of the house yet. I hate being taxing on someone's emotions, but she's really pushing the envelope now.
I'm fucking 23, hell I'm going to be 24 in Feb. I do not need someone telling me that they worry about my ass. Especially if I don't give a rat's ass! It's getting harder to tune her out. Fuck it's going to be especially hard to tune her out when I'm in Thailand. Note to Self: Buy Netbook and some DS games and a power adapter.
If anything I'll ask Pom if I can chill at his place the three weeks I'm there. He also always wanted to play DnD so maybe I can set up a game with him and his sisters. I kind of want to DM again. It would be nice.

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September 1st, 2009


12:15 pm - Bah
So i had multiple brain farts apparently this morning. First I forgot to get a monthly pass so I got to pay for the bus. No big deal right? I didn't have any cash on me so I had to go back home grab some money then get on the bus. I forgot how to put money on my card even though I've done it a thousand times. Second I forgot to tap my card on the machine at the station so it printed me a month pass instead of putting it on my charlies card. W/e Then again when I was talking to one of my coworkers. I forgot what it was about. I'm not even really tired. I guess I'm getting old. Should start taking gingko or something.
School starts tomorrow for the boy so idk whether or not I'll see him tomorrow. I got to at some point hang with one of my old hs friends. Maybe while I'm hanging with him I'll go pick up the boy's present. Also gonna take him to fish market this saturday for a bday dinner.
I'm actually gonna be looking forward to the fall. I plan on going to king richard's faire with Bailey. I don't think I'll dress up. I have to save the money. Avenue Q is gonna be in Boston in Nov. Thats mostly what I'm saving up for. One of my friend's invited me to go up to NH for a night for that'll be cool.
I start class next week. It's just an online medical terminology class. I got the book it doesnt look hard at all. It is just vocab so as long as my memorization skills are still sharp I should be good.

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August 27th, 2009


01:16 pm - Grrr
Fucking canker sores!

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August 24th, 2009


08:56 am - Lately
I don't know if anyone reads this anymore, but I might as well post something cause I haven't in a while and I feel like I need to tell people my life so far. I signed up for an online class at bhcc. Nothing too hard just Medical Terminology. I've gotten into DnD again with another group in Lowell. So far it's going okay. I like the people I play with.
I know I should get my ass in gear, I need to start sending out my resume to places. The job I am at is comfortable, but I'm not really learning anything. I have to work on a cover letter. The ones I seem to write kind of suck. I need some help on those. I haven't been exercising lately, just doing crunches and push ups. It's just been so hot lately. I know I should really get back into it. I should really sleep earlier too.
I quit WoW but I think I'll go back when the new expansion comes out. I think it really looks neat. They needed to revamp especially with games like Aeon coming out it's no wonder. I'm going to get scribbleanuts and I don't know whether or not I want to get L4D2. Maybe I will.
I got to go buy my book sometime this week. Gonna see Iron man at the half shell Friday night. I have to start investing in stocks and stuff...more like do my own research. I kind of want to feel productive instead of just hanging around my room looking at youtube vids. I should vacuum my room. I need to tidy up a bit. I think I'll do that today.
I finally watched the Star Wars Trilogy. I liked it. I've been watching a lot of movies lately. There are some classics I need to see according to my friends so I'm educating myself.

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November 8th, 2007


02:09 pm - Bored
So...bored...I should be writing my lab report...but i don't feel like it. I was talking with Louis about what i should do as a cosplay. Meh, thift store shopping i guess.

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October 21st, 2007


08:13 pm - Boredom, Time to Write Stuff
Well, I have been feeling a little meh these days so I'll just talk about somethings that have been going around in my head.

1. Some of you know I have been taking an Animal Behvaior Class, this week I have a test. Some of you guys know what the "The Bellcurve" by Charles Murray and the late Richard Hernstein is, it came out around 1994. There has been a bit of arguing and stuff that has been going on about it because it explains the genetic differences between men, women, and races. Apparently, anyon with a PhD can say anything he wants. I am going to read this book but atm I have been reading Murray's more recent work, "The Inequality Taboo".
It upsets me that people can be so...idiotic. Apparently, for this political science PhD holder, science isn't his forte...Well would've known?

a. Races are gentically different ex. sickle cell is an African disease.
Uh...now they are not. If he knew anything about the out of Africa theory, then he would've have know the first migration took place around 2 million years ago. That was Homo erectus. Our ancestor migrated our of Africa 100,000 years ago, and if Murray knew how evolution worked, 100,00 years is way too little time for genetics to modify that much that races would have different genetics...Then he wouldn't have said something like that. Really the only difference among us is the amounts of skin coloring we have. Genetics have nothing to do with it at all! There is a group of Africans that have been isolated that have basically all the genes of the world, you have people with dark skin and blue eyes. Please if you're going to write/say comments like this do your research. Sickle cell came about because of malaria, there are people in Europe that have sickle cell too, because malaris is there too. Murray probably doesn't know what alleles are.

b. Intelligence isn't based primarily on genes. There are too many factors, social class, environment, and other things that influence this. I can name a multitude of science papers that explain this. I won't go into this too much.

c. Women and kids...in Murray's paper part of the reason women are not "higher" on the sucessful scale is because we have this maternal instinct. Gee I wonder if he takes into account that back in the early days Victorian, geez even in the 50's women were expected to have a nuclear family. To a certain extent this is applied to us today especially in 3rd world countries.

d. g is a component of I.Q that can be inherited. g has workings with brain PH levels, reaction time, etc etc. g is also the correlation between the amount of gray matter in the frontal cortex. g-loaded tests are not those of the SAT's and other standardized tests, but tests like remembering tests backwards. Example, if i gave you a series of number like 12563, i would ask you to say the backwards so 36521. There is a way to measure g. So.... another thing to explain is the Flynn effect. The Flynn effect is the face that each generation is getting smarter. So, for example if your grandma took an IQ test today, she would be borderline retarded. So...if we're all getting smarter why isn't the amount of g increasing?So the increase of I.Q do not represent increases of g. So....I see a problem.

e. Men are better at abstract concepts and women at memory, because men had to use a spear and hit animals and travel far from home. Women stayed near the home picking plants and remembering the good ones and the bad ones. Ok, this shit accounts for our differences...You know like math being the most abstract and lit being least. What proof abd where may I find the drug that makes one so delusional?

2. Baseball season...uh go sox. That's about it.

3. World of Warcraft..girls can't dps. Learn or just heal, kthanx. (This includes myself, but hell I tank, go droods!)

Till next time, Peace. Going to raise my pokemons.
Current Mood: [mood icon] complacent
Current Music: Sugar- System of a Down

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December 16th, 2006


07:31 pm
Fuck you all

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November 13th, 2006


04:51 am
And that little voice inside me said
"Whereever there be a will, there be a way"

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January 23rd, 2006


11:56 am
1. My username is ____ because ____.
2. My journal is titled ____ because ____.
3. My favorite ice cream is ____ because ____.
4. My default userpic is ____ because ____.
5. My favorite color is ____ because ____.

1. My user name is Xiyla2001 cause....Xiyla is a character I made up from a book thing I wrote, I must've did that book in 9th grade up. 2001 part is because I made this screen...first comig from aim in 2001.
2. My journal is titled Thoughts of the Deranged cause...well I am deranged nuff said.
3. My favorite ice cream is stawberry and chocolate cause they're good....
4. Pepper, she is my doggie sweetie. Ask B, she's just um sweet.
5. Purple...a deep royal purple, its pretty.

Tag um nah.
Current Mood: [mood icon] bouncy

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January 18th, 2006


11:18 am - ZOMG update!
Okay, so im bored at school so far i've had a few classes, ecology and genetics dont look too difficult and eastern religions will probably be alot of fun. I'm other news....im bored...

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December 1st, 2005


09:58 am

:: how nintendo are you? ::

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November 29th, 2005


02:35 pm
I stole this from Joe P.

Time started: 2:35 P.M.
Full Name: Darred Surin
Single or Taken: Taken
Sex: Female
Birthday: Feb 3rd
Siblings: Davin 15 yr old bro
Eye color: Dark Brown.
Shoe size: 7-8
Height: 5'4"
Innie or Outie: Innnie
What are you wearing right now: Pajama pants, and hoodie
Where do you live: Boston, MA
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now: In pennies too!

Relationships
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Who is your closest friend: Bailey
Do you have a BF or GF?: Yes bf
Did you send this to your crush? Nah
Best place to go for a date: Uh..anywhere where there is food

Favorites...
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Favorite kind of pants: Jeans
Number: Uh dont have one
Boys Name: uh...
Girls Name: um....
Animal: Puppies
Drink: Mountain Dew
Sport To Play: Basketball
Month: July
Movie: I don't watch movies
Juice: White Grape Juice
Breakfast: Eggs with soy sauce and hot sauce
Favorite cartoon character: Don't have one

Have you ever
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Given anyone a bath: Do dogs count?
Smoked: no
Bungee Jumped: no
Made yourself throw-up: Yes
Gone skinny dipping: no
Eaten a dog: Hotdog? then yes
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes
Broken a bone: no
Played truth or dare: Yes
Been in a physical fight: no.
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: yes
Come close to dying: no
Been in a sauna: no
Been in a hot tub: no
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: yes, alot
Ran away?: no
Broken someone's heart: yes...i didn't want to
Cried when someone died: yes
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved AIM conversations: yes
Saved e-mails: yes
Fallen for one of your best friends?: yes
Made out with JUST a friend?: uh...i dont know how to anser this one
Used someone: no
Been cheated on? yes

What is...
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Your good luck charm: My necklace with my Buddha Pendant
Best song you ever heard: Uh...
What's your room like: Confused
What is beside you: papers
Last thing you ate: Hot fries
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence, but usually what's in the bathroom

EVER HAD
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Chicken pox: yes
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no

DO YOU----------------------------------------
Believe in love at first sight: Nope
Like picnics: they are okay
Like school: It's ok
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What schools have you gone to: Winship K1. Farragut K2-5th, Edison 6th, O'Bryant 7-12th, Now in Boston University
Who was the last person that called you: Bailey
Who was the last person you slow danced with: Vince at Prom
Who makes you laugh the most?: Um...Louis..
Who makes you smile?: Give you one guess :P

LAST PERSON---------------------
You yelled at: Myself
Who broke your heart: Uh...;
Who told you they loved you: /blush
whos your loudest friend?: I tend to be loud one...

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Do you like filling these out: They pass the time
Do you wear contacts or glasses: glasses
Do you like yourself: Not really.
Do you get along with your family: sometimes

Are You
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Obsessive? Yes
Compulsive? No
Anorexic? no, but I look like I am :/
Suicidal? no

Final questions
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How many people are you sending this to: No one
What are you listening to right now?: Paper Wings by Rise Against
What did you do yesterday?: School, then work, then study
Hated someone in your family: Not really
Gotten any awards: Yes
What car do you wish to have: Anythign with wheels and has an engine that works
Where do you want to get married? ...what is this marriage you speak of?
Good driver?: Fuck no
Good Singer: Im decent
Have a lava lamp: I want one
How many remote controls are in your house: 5 i think
Are you double jointed: no
What do you dream about?: Stuff
Last time you showered: I dont remember, like last night.
Scary or happy movies: happy
Chocolate or white: chocolate
Root or Dr.Pepper: pepsi
Skiing or Boarding: Skiing never boarded
Summer or winter: Summer
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Pearl
Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Orange juice or apple juice: apple juice
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coffee or tea: Both!
Phone or in person: Both?
Indoor or outdoor: Outdoors
End Time: 2:51 P.M.
Current Mood: [mood icon] bored

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November 28th, 2005


01:22 pm
Sooo much to do...
1. Lab Report....God I hate these
2. Prelab crap...>.<
3. Organic Chem test...ack

Then I got my Cell Bio test next week...Great...
Current Mood: [mood icon] tired

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November 19th, 2005


03:37 pm

You scored 80 Heterosexuality, 23 Homosexuality, and 45 Asexuality!
You are either straight or bisexual (with an interest in the opposite gender) with a moderate to high sex drive.



The higher your score in heterosexuality, the more you are attracted to the opposite gender.



A higher asexuality score means that you place a bigger emphasis on the
emotional aspects of a relationship and less on the physical.



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 67% on Heterosexuality
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 52% on Homosexuality
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 91% on Asexuality
Link: The 3-Variable Sexuality Spectrum Test written by kitsunechild on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Current Mood: [mood icon] confused

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November 15th, 2005


10:33 am
I fucking hate you...
Current Mood: [mood icon] cold

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November 14th, 2005


05:30 pm
Kat...I want a makeover...my house this Saturday
Current Mood: [mood icon] blah

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08:06 am
I won't be on aim for a while so email me or call to contact me...
I just don't like to deal with people atm.
Current Mood: [mood icon] aggravated

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November 9th, 2005


07:02 pm - ...
What the fuck do you all want? Oh you just popping in to see how I am doing? I'll tell you how I'm doing, I hate emotions, I hate my feeelings, I hate relationships, I hate men....Isn't that oh so lovely? Fuck me, fuck this, fuck fuck fuck....Let me the hell alone, I don't need anyone and I don't want anyone. I am sick of this shit...Don't even try calling me. Ill be here sick to my stomach trying to get ahold of my self as the world crashes and we all die!!! GO TO HELL!!!

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